LAURENT, candy antoinette

[CANDY ANTOINETTE LAURENT]

FULL NAME: jacqueline antoinette laurent
NICKNAMES: candy
AGE & BIRTHDAY: 23 & may 3rd
HOMETOWN: boston, mass
ILLNESSES: n/a
SEXUALITY: heterosexual
MEMBER GROUP: citizen

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candy says:
"umm, well this is awkward. let me see. how to start. oh, hi! my name is candy. obviously it's not my real name, but it's my preferred name. i actually have no clue how it came along...when i started my stripping, i guess. i mean, i don't like to call it stripping. that's such a negative word. i prefer the term exotic dancer. anyhow. my given name is actually jacqueline antoinette laurent. i'm obviously quite french, at least according to my mother, but i can't speak a lick of it! i went to france once for a week, but i found it to be quite boring. and the language just confuses me. now, a bit about my childhood i suppose. i grew up in a strictly middle class home. we were completely normal. we lived in a nice yellow house, my step father worked, my mother cooked dinner and watched over my brother and i. now, my mother is a sweet heart. she's the most caring thing i will ever in my life meet. but she's over bearing, and we clash more than anything else...and i suppose that's the reasoning for me moving away from home at the tender age of sixteen, well, amongst other things. it was quite simple, really. i got emancipated...well, first i got a phone call. my father was never someone i really got to know. my mother told me he was skum, he left us, and that my step dad was my real father. but then my actual father called me, and i couldn't help but get curious. but when i approached my mother about it she merely changed the number and told me to forget all about him. and of course being a little sixteen year old girl that didn't sound too invitable to me. and so using the help of my friend and google i seperated myself from my mother and moved away from home. now, it wasn't exactly all sunshine and roses. i spent a majority of the first six months sleeping on my friend's couch and getting scolds from her mother. so i only lived there until i was eighteen and started stripping...and well, i guess it was all kind of uphill for a while. i've always looked old for my age, it was just easy, you know? and i made good money. i guess those dance lessons finally paid off, mom! and then i decided to finally take a leap and leave home, when i'd got enough money. and do what my ultimate goal was. look for my dad. which i assumed was easy - until i realized i'd never actually left the small town i lived in. save my trip to france, of course. and then i realized i honestly had no clue where to start...so i started everywhere. i've been looking everywhere for the guy. the sad thing? i don't even know his name. so i guess...i just drive wherever i feel right. and then i got a tip off. i was reading a magazine, you know? and i saw my dad's face. in indiana. just some stupid article, i didn't bother to read it...but of course that's how i've ended up here. living in a little room, looking for a guy. and i only know his first name...but he's my dad, and it's important, so i'm not giving up. and i guess that basically sums up my history. nothing all that special, i guess. me as a person? i don't know. sometimes i feel like i know myself, other times i look in the mirror and see only a face, you know? my mind...my mind is a confusing place. twists and turns that even i don't know the directions of. my main goal in life, besides finding my father? figuring myself out."

candy's mom says:
"candy. you mean jackie? oh, my jackie. she's given us all a scare. at the age of fifteen, i thought everything was fine. she seemed happy...and then the next thing i knew she was emancipated. off to find her father, of all things! now, her father. he was charming. from what i hear now, he's some business man. but back in my day he wasn't that great. he was into drugs - hard drugs. and when i told him of his daughter he left. so i see no reason why she would even want to see the man...but candy has always been flighty. easily...i don't know. when she see's something she wants, she has to have it. and she'll do anything she can to get it. and at the moment, i suppose, she wants her father. or at least i thought it was only for the moment...it's been two years and i've still not heard a word from my baby. i think i'd know if she was dead, though. but a phone call would be nice. i feel like she's disappeared. from the world...but i guess she's been known to do that time to time anyhow."

facts:
1. i don't swear. ever.
2. i don't have a jealous bone in my body.
3. i'm quite nosey. but i prefer the term...curious.
4. i hate myself. no, that doesn't sound right. i don't hate myself. i hate what i stand for. that makes even less sense...
5. despite my history with stripping, i am not comfortable with my body.
6. i hate being alone.
7. i can't make decisions to save my life. i'm afraid of the outcomes, that it will be my fault if i make the wrong one.
8. i think i'm paranoid.
9. i don't know anything.
10. i've turned a few tricks. i guess that makes me a slut.
11. i've never been in a serious relationship. no, i don't have a committment thing, i don't think relationships are pointless...i either intimidate guys, or they just want to get in my pants. or i'm just hideous and they have no interest.
12. that being said i'm not easy, and other than the few times i've really needed money...i've only had sex twice.
13. emotions confuse me.
14. i wonder why i try.
15. i tend to avoid things i don't want to face.
16. i can't stand when people try to care for me. but at the same time, i crave compassion.
17. i miss my mom...
18. i'm wild.
19. i dropped out of high school at the age of seventeen, just to look for my dad.
20. indianapolis is my last hope.

candy loves:
sunshine, sunday mornings, breakfast, dancing, people, wigs, changing my look, bruce springsteen, compassion, feeling wanted, quilts, make-up, change, accomplishing something, compliments, late night tv, tie-dye, anything home made, anything quaint, instant coffee, gold fish, candy dots, caffeine, lipstick, sweet guys, star wars.

candy hates:
being alone, feeling alone, feeling hated, dreaming, insomnia, being judged, stripping, feeling like a whore, overly processed looks, the new nickelodian shows, boring music, going out to eat alone, staying in one place for too long, being smothered, touchy people, people who swear too much, guys trying to get into my pants, failing at anything, sleeping in my car, fast food, being low on money, nostalgia, drinking, hangovers.

candy tweets:
- - - although not the most honest means of travel, it gets me there nonetheless.
- - - i need a job.
- - - thinking of learning to sew...
- - - homesick. ):
- - - so i was thinking. i have no idea what i want to be when i grow up. then i realized...i'm already grown up.
- - - just give me some candy before i go.
- - - there are so many amazing songs with my name in it...even if it's not meant to be my name, per say.
- - - i smell sex and candy.
- - - i would like very much to learn to write in those ancient egyptian writing things...it's like a secret code that no one cares enough to know anymore.
- - - loving the lack of snow. hating the rain.
- - - next stop: indiana.
- - - having car problems...i should really get a machanic friend.

candy's favorites:
food: anything asian
drink: sunny d
color: orange
alcoholic drink: i don't like drinking, but strawberry daiquri, i guess.
wig: my blue shoulder length one
song: dropped - phantom planet
person: my mother.
star wars episode: attack of the clones
shoe type: flip flops

this or that:
shorts or skirt? skirt
dress or pants? dress
snuggie or slanket? slanket
chocolate or milk? milk
valentine's day or st patricks? valentine's
socks or barefoot? barefoot

candy's ten favorite bands:
phantom planet, garbage, yeah yeah yeahs, archie star, the good life, weezer, metric, marcy playground, chumbawamba, the killers, bruce springsteen

candy's top played songs:
heartbroke - the good life
sex and candy - marcy playground
thubthumping - chumbawamba
the great baltimore fire - analog rebellion
candy says - garbage
finding out true love is blind - louis xiv
decipher reflections from reality - playradioplay!
backstabber - the dresden dolls
midnight show - the killers
girl's don't come - garbage
snowflake kisses - archie star
my beautiful rescue - this providence
album of the year - the good life
suicide blonde - jack's mannequin
a real clever trick fur a bear - analog rebellion
apologies on napkins - archie star
living in the sky with diamonds - cobra starship
all is love - karen o and the kids
half jack - the dresden dolls
don't do me like that - tom petty
we are the weekend - archie star
read my mind - the killers
you can breath - jack's mannequin
candy's room - bruce springsteen
i used to have a heart - say anything

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